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Country: Japan
Birthday: 2/14/1985
Gender: Male


Occupation: Military
Industry: Engineering


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Monday, April 11, 2005

I wrote her off for the tenth time today
And practiced all the things I would say
But she came over
I lost my nerve
I took her back and made her dessert
Now I know I'm being used
That's okay man cause I like the abuse
I know she's playing with me
That's okay cause I've got no self esteem
We make plans to go out at night
I wait till 2 then I turn out the light
All this rejection's got me so low
If she keeps it up I just might tell her so
When she's saying that she wants only me
Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
When she's saying that I'm like a disease
Then I wonder how much more I can spend
Well I guess I should stick up for myself
But I really think it's better this way
The more you suffer
The more it shows you really care Right?
Now I'll relate this a little bit
That happens more than I'd like to admit
Late at night she knocks on my door
Drunk again and looking to score
Now I know I should say no
But that's kind of hard when she's ready to go
I may be dumb
But I'm not a dweeb
I'm just a sucker with no self esteem

 

Anyone with sai's xanga?


Thursday, December 30, 2004

--DO YOU--

1. eat spam or potted meat?  yes

2. type with one hand only?  no, god no.

3. wear the same piece of jewelry everyday? everyday - bracelet that states Danielle Mieko Bilz and a ring from Libby

4. twirl your spaghetti or cut it?  twirl

5. usually approach your crush or keep it low? not sure.

6. have a mole anywhere on your face? yes

7. write with your right hand or left? right

8. cut up all of your meat, then eat, or cut each at one time?  cut up and eat one at a time

9. carry more than 10 dollars with you on an average day?  unless it's close to payday

10. have blue eyes?  very

11. have a swimming pool.  no

12. sing really well?  nooooot really.  unless I'm drinking.

13. stay at the computer more than an hour at a time on average? yes

14. wear thongs everyday?  never worn one.

15. like rock music?  ohhhhh yes

 

 

--CURRENT--

1. clothes?  funky, as per usual

2. taste? bad ramen

3.smell? nothing, i'm clogged.

5. hair style? normal, mop.

6. music? a perfect circle aMOTIVe album, remixes

 

--CLOTHES--

1. Where do you shop: online, nex alot.
2. What do you usually wear: interesting?
3. What kind of shoes do you wear: <b>converse, whatever matches the belt
4. Do you wear a watch: no, it broke
5. Color you never wear: not much.
6. Color you wear at least once a week:  blue - denim.
7. Something you wear everyday: white - wifebeater undershirt.
8. Do you wear make up everyday: nope
9. Make up essential:  no idea
10. Most cherished piece of clothing:  accessories - my bracelet, it never leaves.
11.You wouldn't be caught dead wearing:  jnco extra enormous fscking jeans.
12. Do you wear belts:  yes
13. Do you wear hats:  yes

 


Issues and US Stuff

Do you eat meat?: yea
If you do, what is your justification for it?:  healthy for the human body.
If you could legalize 3 things in the US, what would they be?: gay marriage, a free choice, my right to voice my public opinion without being belittled
Do you belive in the death penalty?:  no
If you had a choice, which country would you have chosen to be born into?: spain
Describe your feelings about marijuana legalization: if it's legal, you can tax it, but it's legal, alcohol or weed, one or the other, not both.
What about gay marriage?:  yes.
Red, White and Blue is a ghastly color combination, right?:  done patriotically it makes me want to vomit at times
What television news coverage do you detest the most?: fox.
What will you do if Bush is re-elected? ugh
Which state do you think will drop off into the ocean first?: hopefully california leaves and we can all start doing it our way.
Who do you consider "American Heros"?: people who are brave enough to stand up for what they believe in and to stand up against people who are slaughtering basic views of human rights.

 

Completely Obtuse And Silly Questions

Have you ever taken something apart just to see how it worked? YES!
Do you ever yell at the television while you are alone? depending on what I'm watching I'll do it WITH people.
Name a few things (if any) that you bought on Ebay recently: lense for le camera and a remote control for it too.
Are the Muppets sinister? nah, i heart elmo like mad crazy.
Do you watch the Science Channel (Discovery) on a regular basis?: i did when I watched TV
Ever gotten into an "in person" argument with a total stranger? not really
Sugar or Honey?: BOTH!
How many e-mails do you recieve a day?: does spam count?
Do you think that time travel is a possibility?: yes, but it scares the hebejebies out of me
Have you ever had a past life regression?: not that I know of
San Francisco or New York City?: NYC to the max, but I'll take SF's Mayor as pres.
Are you slightly addicted to online tests and surveys?: yes
Close your eyes and type the first random image that pops into your head:   it's a light.
If you could choose a time period in which to live, which would it be?: definitly gotta be right friggin now

 

Emotions And Such

Have you attempted suicide more than once?:  no.
Cutting?: no
Do you get violent when you are angry?: depends on what I'm angry at.
Which emotion are you most consumed by?: love
Are you highly emotive?: yea


Family

Are you close to your family?: slightly.
What traits are you glad you inherited from them?: my hair.
Which traits are you pissed off you inherited from them?: nothing, really.
What sitcom does your family most remind you of?:  no idea.
Does your family live locally or far away?: far away, all of them from everyone
Have you ever stopped speaking to someone in your family?: yeah
Have either of your parents died?: nope
Is your family very much like you or are you opposites?: i am very much like my dad and my mom at the same time
How many siblings do you have?: 1
Has your family ever thrown food at each other?: no
Are the holidays a nightmare or a time of joy?: joy.
Do you look like your parents?:  dad, picture perfect
List one interesting fact about your family: my grandmother was adopted

 

Lovers

Gay, Straight, Bi-sexual or no idea?: depends on who you ask. me?  I'm straight.
Married/partnered?: not at all
Ever gone out with someone you were embarrassed to be seen with?: never embarassed.
Ever broken someone’s heart?: yes.
How many serious relationships have you had?: two
Do you believe in monogamy?: yes, but polygamy was fun.
Have you ever lusted obsessively over someone you knew you couldn't have?  yes
Do you believe in the theory of soulmates?:  yea
Ever cheated?: yes
Been cheated on?: yes

Final Questions

Ever had a great song ruined for you after it was used in a commercial?: no
Ever yelled at an SUV?: i've written entire paper summaries on the horribleness.
A Hummer?: YES
If you could turn back time and change one thing, what would it be?: You should never regret anything you've ever done, I however would only ever change one thing, and that was me hurting someone as badly as I did.
Bambi or Nemo?: NEMO!
How long have you been on xanga?: nearly 3 years now, 1037 days.
Do you find it to be a fulfilling experience?: it's alright.  I prefer my personal journal.


Saturday, December 18, 2004

OK kids, here it goes –

 

Thanks, this was the first time that I’ve been able to be involved with a drama production from the other end, the director/assistant director side, and I’ve gotta say, it was one of the best times I’ve ever had.  Each and every single one of you has amazed me in one way, shape, or form between the time when I got here, and now.  I’ve watched all of you learn new things, evolve, and become more rounded people than you were when you started.  I take no responsibility for any of this.  I hate knowing that I will be involved in far-east drama and won’t be allowed to go with you, or see you do it, or be part of your spring production, but hopefully next winter I will get back here and be able to help out and once again be a part of all of this. 

 

Truly though, the thing I want to say thanks for is keeping me sane.  Some of you have talked to me during non-play times, and some of you have some idea of my life, but I don’t think I’ve really let anyone fully know.  I don’t need to explain it, but being around you people has kept me doing things, has kept me focused, has kept my point of being on center, you’ve allowed me to keep going even through a rough period of time, and you did it without even knowing that you were helping, you just accepted me as a part of you and then formed a new whole.  With the help of you folks, Mr. VanderMeyden, Mr. Ulmer, and the show choir folks, I’ve remained sane, safe, and pursuing of my original goals for Japan. 

 

If any of you that would like to keep in touch with me and don’t know how, talk to Mr. VanderMeyden, on this sheet I’ll have all of my contact information, and it’s pretty extensive.  Thanks.

 

Y Clay. 


 

 

Address:

 

EMFN LEVERING, CLAYTON

ENGINEERING/E-DIVISION

USS KITTY HAWK (CV-63)

FPO AP 96634-2770

 

AIM:

 

rotaryXmonkey

 

 

 

 

 

E-Mail Address:

 

jungle@a3on.net (send here) – also MSN address.

 

Xanga:

 

http://www.xanga.com/junglemonkey/

 

Blog:

 

http://www.a3on.net/jungle/

 

Pictures:

 

http://junglemonkey.deviantart.com

 

This was supposed to go out to you folks at the cast meeting post-show on thursday, meh.


Tuesday, November 30, 2004

Wow, sorry I wasn't there today folks, had alot of work to do even though it was bullpatuey work. 

My chain of command said that apparently I am crucial to my staff of underpaid overtrained monkey's.  I hate the navy, lots lots.

Anyway, I gotta shower and then go to class - I'll talk to you folks after 10 tonight.


A LIL QUIZ/SURVEY

(x) been drunk
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
( ) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car (does my mom count as a friend?)
(x) been to Japan
(x) ridden in a taxi
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
(x) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out of my parent's house
(x) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
( ) ever dated someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
( ) been arrested (does forceful questioning count?)
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) celebrated new years in times square
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
( ) been to Europe
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a coworker
( ) cut myself on purpose
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) had children
( ) seen someone die
( ) been to Africa
(x) had a crush on one of my xanga friends
(x) slapped someone I loved
( ) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish ball
( ) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show (and live!)
( ) thrown up in a bar (passed out once!)
(x) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
( ) been snowboarding
(x) met someone in person from the internet
(x) been moshing at a concert
(x) had real feelings for someone you knew only online
( ) been pregnant or got someone pregnant
( ) lost a child
(x) gone to college
( ) graduated college
( ) tried killing yourself
(x) taken painkillers
( ) intentionally burned yourself
(x) love someone or miss someone right now



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